Tuesday, June 23, 2009

It's almost over.

We’re almost done
The school year is almost gone
Almost time for high school
People trying to be cool
Acting like the people they’re not
Trying to be in the main spot
High school is a new beginning
New things start happening
When we come back from summer
Some people moved, what a bummer
People look so different
You look twice on instinct
Feeling like you friend has left
And all you’re left to do is fret
But you make new friends
Maybe make some amends
Eighth grade is over in a week
Not time to freak
Its time to have fun
Playing around in the sun
Summer is almost here
Your friends may not be near
Its time to be free
Let yourself BE
Because when autumn comes
So do all its problems..

For him.

Tears run down my face,
As I leave you in your place.
I had to get away from you,
Because you don’t feel the same as I do.
Time to run away.
You’ll see, I just might sway…

I have had you in my life
For a time that doesn’t suffice
But I already lost you
Because I like you like I do
I don’t want you out
But leave if you have to.

Monday, June 22, 2009

I don't belong here!

I don’t like it here
So many things that I fear
I feel like I’m in a trap
Stuck here, in this mishap
Its my mothers fault
That I am practically caged in a vault
I hate being controlled
Its only a matter of time until I unfold
And say all that I want to
Do what I wish to do
My life is pretty fucked
Everything so far has really sucked
I used to be out really late
I like never ate
I drank some booze
Never got even a little snooze
I cut my wrist a lot
My anger is just too hot
Scary thoughts crowd my mind
Against the wall which I hide behind
As I sit in the bathroom
My only place to properly fume
Or cry
Allowing my eyes to fry
They sting when I come out
And act like there is no doubt
That I will ever go back to how I was before
When I didn’t randomly collapse on the floor
The need to get away so strong
Its all just so wrong.

You're never alone, Kayla Sims.

When you think that you are alone
Just pick up your phone
I will always be there
When you just cant see where
You want to go in life.
I hope you soon see
That you how you are will suffice,
You are great
A god’s perfect creation
People may show their never ending appreciation.
We all have out sad moments
Say some stupid comments
How you are not worth it
However you cant always believe it
Its okay to be sad
As long as you are sometimes glad
You have to forget
Some of those many regrets
Live life as it comes
Not how it goes
You can trust me
You will always be
In my heart
And there you will stay
I hope you understand
That it is okay to not be able to stand
We just need to break down
And fall to the ground
I will try to be there for you
When you need me to…

Justin, dont leave.

I’m sorry I hurt you like I do
But you have to understand, too.
I love you very much
And I hope you wont just give up.
Your my best friend
My confident.
I beg you not to leave
For I need you like you cant believe
I tell you everything
My deepest thoughts
All those secrets deep inside,
I push my insecurities aside
Because I can be myself by your side.
When your near
I know I have nothing to fear
You are my boulder
I cry on only your shoulder.
You’re my best friend
My brother
The better side of me.

Father's Day

I love the way you are
I love how you talk
The bounce in your step
When you walk.

I still remember
How you would tell me about your job
All the interesting stories.
How you would never sway
Even if you had a bad day.

The fact that you are still here
doesn’t matter if you arent near.

I miss being with you
That fact will always be true
And no matter what heppns
From here
Will just add to how much
My love for you
Still stand strong
And will forever grow.

You’re my dad,
My father.
The only one I get.

But even if I could get another,
I would choose no other.

If I ever lost you
I would never know what to do..